Sunday, November 29, 2009

LOVE is conplicated

Suddenly,i feel myself very stubborn and inconsiderate in LOVE.Since my style,when i broke with my ex,i wont cannot admit that i still loving him.Last few day,i dun know why i feel that wanna find his facebook's profile and take a look even we did't contact each other around 1 year,but i know he still at australia.WHEN i saw his profile,i feel like wanna cry out!Since he put hiself and his gf 's picture to wallpaper.honestly,i dun like that girl..Actually last time we will break up cause of distance problems since he plan to study at there around 2 years than only came back to sarawak.
and yet, i can feel that he try to bring me down on that time,so i only ask for break.On that moment,he gather with that girl at australia.I really angry,since i know myself.even i had break with him,but still like him.I dunno what status he is in my heart,i dunno why i will feel sad of him.i will feel down on him,i dunno why when i saw that picture i will feel wanna cry!
I HATE this kind of me!
actually now i very clear to know that we wont have any chance to couple back,and yet i confirmly know that i wont accept him back even i still like him.Cause i feel that when u chase a person to love you..that very depressed.

All of this is how i think last time...but i change my thinking in this morning,since my friends let me see this mail.i know i get it.
的感觉,总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜,
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担,
你终於不再孤单了,至少有一个人想著你、恋著你,
不论做什么事情,
只要能一起,就是好的,
但是慢慢的,随著彼此的认识愈深,
你开始发现了对方的缺点,
於是问题一个接著一个发生,
你开始烦、累,甚至想要逃避,
有人说爱情就像在捡石头,
总想捡到一个适合自己的,
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢?
*她适合你,那你又适合她吗?
其实,爱情就像磨石子一样,
或许刚捡到的时候,你不是那么的满意,
但是记住人是有弹性的,
很多事情是可以改变的,





*有一对情侣,相约下班後去用餐、逛街,可是女孩因为公司会议
而延误了, 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟, 他的男朋友很不高兴的说:
你每次都这样,现在我甚么心情也没了, 我以後再也不会等你了! 刹那间,女孩终於
决堤崩溃了, 她心里在想:或许,他们再也没有未来了.


*同样的在同一个地点,另一对情侣也面临同样的处境; 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头,他的男朋友说:我想你一定忙坏了吧! 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水,并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上, 此刻,女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗?
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间!



*没错,我们总是以为,我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来,当我们猛然回首,我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始,你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢?
其实,很爱很爱的感觉,是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现
的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣,
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久
了,只是你没发 觉而已呢?
所以,还是仔细看看身边的人吧!
他或许已经等你很久喽!

如果你也正在为爱迷惘,或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示:
爱一个人,要了解,也要开解;
要道歉,也要道谢;
要认错,也要改错;
要体贴,也要体谅;
是接受,而不是忍受;
是宽容,而不是纵容;
是支持,而不是支配;
是慰问,而不是质问;
是倾诉,而不是控诉;
是难忘,而不是遗忘;
是彼此交流,而不是凡事交代;
是为对方默默祈求,可以随时牵
而不是向对方诸多要求;
可以浪漫,但不要浪费;
可以随时牵手,但不要随便分手。

i will appreciate those people who beside me...my babe tai kent pin!

Saturday, November 28, 2009

A value's date

Today is 28november2009!Have a gud memories on this day for me....really distinctive..since today my kampar house branch b102 steambot around 11 people.all are crazy people gathering.
They are not act like crazy...but they really tend to be crazy -,-...wahahaa.....that really happy since gather with them...felt relax cause all of them very jovial..any topic also can bring it to conversation....

The most very funny which i never do it before.When me,ah bing and ah g went to market bought ingredient for stembot DINNER,we plan to do some dessert so one of the ingredient we need is pandan vege.On that time,we cant even find any pandan vege even at market!Really nervous since we had bought others ingredients.so what can we do..???
HIHIHIHI.
Hence,WE PLAN a gud surggestion .that is>>>>steal!!!!!!!
like FACEBOOK "BARN BUDDY' WAHAHAHAA...geng leh....???so ah bing drove my kancil and scan any pandan at others people house outside the coorridor!
At the end we really steal lots also..wahhahaa...i really feel we very naughty ,cowardly when we pick up those pandan vege!!
FEEL SO scare others people saw it!but that really is my first time do this kind of ugly action!
funny also...hihi

Thursday, November 26, 2009








now IS 2.30AM!!!!
i still online..since have to wait until 5am only can sleep cause my kyunie have to go kl..so my babe have to fetch her go ktm..=.=
but i really cant stand..feel tired..
help...

Since i so free now...i might to search for some cloths..might to on9 shopping..whhaaaa.
i saw few dress quite nice...should i buy or wat???gimme some idea...
aiz...since today really tired..after finish my class until 3.30..i got threee assignment discussion today..really tired....feel wanna sleep now....

i miss u ..?>>>>>sweety bed.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

humm...today i search for some picture..dunno why i will seek for PARIS ~
there's a cool place!romantic view..only can use one word to describe ..PERFECT!

i wish that i will go there for honeymoon when i get married..wahhahahaa..think so far apart.
But i really hope that i can go there before i die.=.=hihi





PHEW....just stop study with my marketing notes..since tomorrow at 8.15pm have to sit for the midterm test.but haven finish study yet.i though tomorrow only continue study ..cause really sluggish since today 8am wake up.

chew chew chew...try to cheer up!hihi..since life is like that..got stress only can improve in our life!
so i will enjoy it ...wahahaa even that is stress for me.






Monday, November 23, 2009

just finish study


Since i just finish study my marketing chapter one.So many notes have to memories..
anyway better than i go to work.
When i study i still can enjoy my life,working life really suffer,get scold by boss, client dislike or not satisfy your work,and many many gossip by your best 'friends'. Aiz...sometimes i will think actually being human also very hard..sometimes u force to bring two 'faces' to face people..cause u dunno who is right or wrong sometimes.


Actually i need time to bring somethings down from my heart.
i really dunno do i make any wrong decision. since i long time didt read bible
wats wrong with me?
do i still put my god in core place?

confusing...

Sunday, November 22, 2009

money money money....i wan u..=.-






today i spend lots money on my cloths!!!!!
omg!!!!
aiz....this week wanna eat maggi mee only..=.=

ahaaa.no la..just joke la...how can just eat maggi in one week..haaa.
but really spend over jor..
aiz.

but some skin food toner somemore...

go eat steambot somemore...

this kind of like really not gud!

spend so much..
my heart will feel pain oh after i spend so much..but i like those stuff which i bought.
hihii....
i wish can buy many nice cloths..without spend money..
wahhaaaaaa....think until gila...get silly jor.
humm...


i wan change to be more leng lui.....

wanna keep fit ah...
get more money..
earn more money...
buy lots lots branded bag...cloths...shoes...high heel...neckalce...cosmetic....perfume...
calvin klein...gucci....guess....channel....LV....banana republic....sembonia.....

u all wait me bah!!!!!i will come and get u back to my home.,,
wahhaahahahaaa

Friday, November 20, 2009

you can choose how u look like?fat or sexy??

























能不能再靠近一点点。。。过来我的身边。。
this songs is sing by lara... so sweet.. today i skip my writing for business this subject.cause tired and yet...lazy to go somemore..since that PUSPA damn bored whn she teaching..aiz..really wanna fall sleep..and yet the class room like fridge..!macam peti sejuk! damn cool ! aiz...really wanna skip that class every week.but cant. humm.... just now only back from mama shop. u know just now we go take dinner at station R.after finish dinner we go mama lagi! really gila betul! very full ah. really worried my body shape will be more as apple!~ omg thn! wanna keep fit ah, but hard to keep at kampar.. always mama mamak! always super super!!! always roti telur! help me!!!who can teach me how to keep fit as fast as possible!!!! URGENT AR!!!!!!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

WAhahahaha...so happy today...eating my beef meat...

since my fren karmun..name lily already reach my house and overnight ..
just now only back from tescco walk walk..talk lot crazy+funny things.
very happy lo
i never feel so happy before u know.
since my baby cook super to me..haaa....
later we all plan to go mama take super lagi!!!!
crazy members...they are..???

..AH BING....KARMUN..KYUNIE MEOW MEOW AND THIS cutie esther!!!
wahhahaaaaa





HIHI...
haven introduce to u all...
this is my new boyfren...name Tai Kent Pin..nickname is a bing..his funny names sis mariah..!only my best fren will call this name whn they came to my house..cause he always help me to do house chores!!!HAAA..really a got well...perfect babe..u knw y...cause he know how to wash toilet boil, to fix the computer,know how to fried egg,teasing people,do some funny action,and one more!!!this important!he will vacuum bulu!haaa..this is my bf..

HAVE A NICE DAY!
later wanna sit for the management midterm test...aiz....damn worried....even they say very easy
cause i have few part didt study ar..somemore cant memories well...aiz...pity..
since already three days didt sleep well..until midnight only sleep.
all pimples also only out la!!!!
so ungly ah..somemore my eyes swollen like panda .
hard to tahan ....
humm.....sei lo sei lo...waiting for exam

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

yer...i wake up no longer...since i far sleep around 10pm de..but someone knock my door and wake me and my bb up..u knw why???
guess...

the reason we have to wake up at 2am cause go see 流星!!!!

aiz..really tired actually...but go with a crazy gangs watch..quite syok.hihihi....cause i am members of crazy+silly gangs..=.=

but anyway..today really happy.since my fren karmun who study at kl..she came to my house overnight yesterday..but today she cook dinner for me and my babe..and my funny kyunie..
so happy.....but her bf also at there la..

haaa...i can feel tat everyone also enjoy our dinner...

ok la...just type until here..wanna go see 'liu xing' liao...-.-aizz

i think until 5am only can back home.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

today really funny...aiz..so paiseh actually.
since my class at 9am,i still b lur blur to wash my face..prepare my things to go to school around 9.30am!!!!!!i still dunno i am late!finally my housemate ask me wat time isn't now?how come i still slowly to keep my things....this most funny things is i dun even knw now i am late !!!!!arrrrrr....
so i didt go for tat subject..since late le....aix.,really paiseh la..

actually i will wake up late it is because yesterday night i watch the real people ghost recorded....until 3am.tat whole night i cant even close up my eyes...damn scary!when i close it i will think back what i watch just now..

the most recorded tat i saw is they use the plate and few people play to invite the ghost come out,in chinese means 碟仙!vanue is around ipoh that place.they play it at night in a old house.!!which is many "people" live in tat buliding.!there have three player.actually they want to record some ghost from tat buiding.

one is an artist,second is a worker,third one is a girl who have 'ying yang yan' de.
so three of them start to play..when they start to ask question to the ghost..the plate is start to move.actually three of them very scare,but they cant leave the finger from the plate.

on that time,the artist ask the ghost 'do u mind to come out let us capture u?'since we came to work for tat only...cause they are recorder ghost's group.
SERIOUSLY..it is really hurt and humilate the ghost..since the people had dead,but why u still wanna ask him to came out and let u to capture..

Hence the ghost start angry.and he answer one word '吊'in chinese mean 'fuck'
AFTER they saw this word..one of them already saw 'him' stand beside them. At the same time the girl faint!!

others players very scare and then their 'sifu' faster reach that place,when the sifu quikly bring those player leave tat place,the one who faint suddenly wake up and push the table

Thursday, November 12, 2009

today my babe back to kl..before he wanna go i might he gimme a good bye kiss....but he shy wo!!!!dun even gimme !really wanna box him ar!since i miss my babe so much.aiz,now he always stay with me,but today back to kl find his frens go gai gai.yer....feel so moody.somemore didt pick up my call around 10pm++....worried him ar....i scare u know..

now i really worried those people who around me will leave me.really scare.

since this year many things happend on me,which i never meet those pilght before.
wish my friend fei yang and my cousin peace in heaven.
i just want a simple life in my life,already satisfy.
i might to have a sweet dream tonight.cause really miss my ah bing..wuwuwuwu.....