Sunday, December 27, 2009

tired day.

very tired today.just back from my discussion .my discussion start from 7pm until 1am!=.=
swt...have to rush back to kampar today.really...

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Learn from problems and stress

today..i had finish my management assignement and mass com..
for me...really not satisfy what i had done in my assingment..i dont think i had do my best.
really sad .i cant imagine how poor present i have.i cant blame my groupmates.since at list they have do somethings even not much,in this experience ,i can feel how is the situation in my future working.
really hard and more stress when i come out work.
i hope i can learn more from problems and try to get more experience even that very stress..my group member not really work,never nmine,i try to help,i try to learn more.
i dun wish those problems only came out when i'm work.im forsure that i will hard to face if i did't have any experience.
anyway,please.may god bless me.
in jesus name i pray,amen.
life is simple.that why i have to make it more interesting.

面子是别人给的,架是自己丢的!i belive that i can do better then many people!!!jia you jia you!!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

speechless..stucking brain..=.=

Inside my brain...got lots of eleboration...many things i would like to tell..but not today,since i really can feel that i less sleep during this few weeks..exam assignment...exam again...assignment again....then wedding dinner....facing human problems....
aiz...be a human is really hard actually.
Not every human are mature..sometimes really hard to communicate with them...dun know what they really think sometimes.
feel so useless.SERIOUSLY...I REALLY DISLIKE someone who talk insult words to me..although they moody that day..even my best friend...i also dislike that.cause for me..thats really extreamly no maner!dun know how to RESPECT people...should i still RESPECT THEM?
sometimes i speechless not mean that i dun know or feeless!
thanks god that i am not that kind of "xiao jie "...stubborn,bold,quarrelsome,hot-tempered,impatient,inconsiderate,mischievous ....the most worse is UNREASONABLE!
WARNING HERE.....PLZ PLZ PLZ..DUN do this kind of things to me.............i cant stand for longer!
one day i will explore...plz dun make me do that ok?
already 18yrs....can think wisely?can be more considerate other??can be more generous?
i really tired to keep annoying you.....depressed.....=.=
aizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................


hope "xx" will change in future....may god bless......amen..
night..

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Saturday, December 5, 2009

NEW HAIR STYLE!

helllo.....surprise!!!!this is my new hair style!since yesterday go back to perm it...nice>???

i like this hair style..since i had perm it before..hihi..

but feel so poor ah..since this month i spend lots ah...
today i calculate how much i spend currently...

everyone..after u see it..plz dun tell my mom..if not i will die...


around rm1000!i also dunno wat i spend on!
actually every month my mom just paid me rm600 like this,
but i over it~!
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!buy cloths ..buy dresses....buy hair jel!!!buy toner....buy stationary....paid for petro somemore...thn,.....let me think think.....erm,......i remember still got somemore....

oh ya!!!!!!buy a CASIO clock!
thn buy a quartz's watch!
thn buy.......food.....all in my fridge now...=.=

swt!!!
REALLY POOR LA....but i still expact to buy a DFLR..AROUDN rm2000+++!
shit!really shit..if let my bf know..sure i will die..

dunno why..today i suddenly go search my ex profile..and picture..i get a message.which is very meaningful....and i dun regret that i have a good bf now..


你最爱的人不代表是最爱你的一个!为什么不找一个爱你的人?

Thursday, December 3, 2009

fuck fuck fuck....this is my second time to type at here!just now the LINE suddenly stop..all words gone.
aiz...really moody today..still do this to me..sad
wanna cry out ..since my tears is around my eyes ball now...arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant sleep.cant complete my assignment!cant study hard !!
since not enough time to do so many things ar~!
damn it!



hate myself!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Hot tomato on my face!BURNING...!!!!



TODAY dunno y...very very bad mood...since i listen somethings that i dun like! I ADMIT that im a person who very sensitive,but although that is not my 'mouth'. anyway..i will try my best to control my temper.since from my childhood until now,my temper also same..never change.when i feel that somethings i dun like i will straight to say it out.but i will see the situation. try to control...control ..control...dun wish to explore... so what can i do is...talk to my best friends and listen music..thats ways will make me more relax... since now im typing + listen music...didt talk to my babe somemore..... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!damn it! bad mood today...better on once talk to me now!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

繁忙的一天




















Feel wanna cry .i haven finish my assignment=.=..very hard..since im the leader in my mass com group.i try to lead them up and complete my assignment.this is a big challenging for me.my assigment is have to present a press conference of tiffany jewelery company.i will act as MC agency.AND i have to think how the decoration it is.aiz....really sluggish.Hence i have other 4assignment have to complete.exam somemore.

Anyway..i will try my best to finish it.beside me,got lots jie mei supporting me,i have ah bing my babe help me.i think i might to do well even though thats hard.

加油加油!!!没有事情是做不到,只有不想做的事。