result come out..

My result already come out,disappointed.
i really hate myself how come i can get suck result!
FUCK! 2B2C1D!!!!!
i put lots effort on marketing...i get C in this subject somemore!
CAN imagine~!
since i didt study well with my sociology,but i get in B~
now..really down...dunno what i still can talk about..speechless.....
feel wanna cry out,but i cant.if let people saw it, feel more embarrass...
cause of this i cry.if that funny??
since all my fren get very high marks...3.0..somethings.
but how about me???2.0!!!is that funny!what i for i study for!is that work?
how come?how come my result so poor?!
how to accept it?
even that is pass for me,but i really aim that i can get more good this semester.but....what i get ?

feel moody today..feel like a huge stone in my heart there..cant even move it.i cant put it down.cause im not satisfy my performance!!!!!!!!!hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.whats wrong with me??
even i get 2.0 ..but i dun even feel happy!feel sad only..
i know im not suppose to think negatif,but..just let me sad for one day can?feel wanna cry out ,can i?
im not satisfy!
i hate myself !
I JUST WAN ALONE !
others i really no more desire to want it.