LOST CONTROL

After i have dinner with bing bing,when i on my fb,i saw one people add me.name--KELVIN HEW.

when i saw his name ,i had a feel to cried out.now i only realize that i cant accept what he done to me in my pass.

it's really hurt me,eventhough it's passed around 2years ago~but still got bad memory that i cant delete it in my mind.can i have a new memory hard to replace my old sim card?

i dunno why.i still cant control myself when i saw his name or his call.but forsure.i wont be a silly second time.

automatically i will think lots~why he add me?what purpose ?why still wan to contact me?or do he think that i will friend back with him?

god's say love people as how you love me.but sorry god,this person i really hard to accept him as my friend.i think we need time ,and...i really dun hope have any contact with him.since he had married,i dun want people doubt on us.sorry to said that but it's truth!

EVENthough he's very rich~very funny~very handsome..very lovely but sorry..now..u are nothing

u really hurt me very deeeply that you dunno.

and now im happy with my bf.please not to worse me second time.i dun wan to be useless and stupid girl as last time.no second time.as you said,we never meet up..what you can hurt me right?

but i tell you,because of you i try to kill myself and blame myself!i have to spent half year to heal my scar that you gave me.

i dun wan have any feeling towards you.even friend..no friend..

please.dun appear in my life anymore. i beg you.