hot temper

dunno why.currently i very easy to blow up my temper.
aiz...since many stuff adding stress on me..
feel so heavy on my shoulder,even ihave a walk also hard.
now im still studying already so stress..but how about my future? when im working is it more stress?i will going crazy?
aiz....but infront my cousin,my frens...i wont let them really know that i very stress for that..sometimes i have to cover whold assignment..sometimes have to do double job.
i will tell them that i still can handle it.
since last friday,i got two assignment,my fren told me that just simply present thats ok le..but,automatically,one sentence come out from my mind.."i dun wan just present well,i hope im the best presenter in my groups."
Thats hard,sometimes..in my groups got few of them who get very high marks...i cant do better then them,but forsure i will try my best.i hope in my future i can get a high salary job,earn lots money,then stay with my parents.i dun wish that i cant give anythings to them,if really wan to give i will give most gud things to them.
what ever they want,i can give them,wat ever they need,i can help them.
this is wat i wan in my future.