speechless.

someone really make me feel so speechless. i have a closer fren,but i cant say i like her so much,cause of her attitude. she dun even know wat can talk wat cannot talk..wat can do wat cannot do. since i know tat her parents too love her,but somethings tat we know,over love will make negative when she look normal.quite nice. but when she angry or when she dun even help u to do assignment,dun keep the things properly....quite unlike. aiz.. but i cant say anythings, i just can type at here. should i continue same group with her or wat? sometimes i have t cover up for her. cant do anythings. i had told my bf before..but.....hard for us to talk to her..cause she very "xiao jie " hope one day she will change her attitude,even her bf also can tahan her for few years...really geng..hihi..since her bf told us about her history before. other than tat..dunno y currently i feel tat im not well.since i wan to go to see doctor..but i duno where to find a gal doctor. aiz.....should i go ????but where should i go???? need to spend lots.. aiz... worried..worried........... tat day yue yee chat with me..i only know tat sometimes when i talk those words wil hurt ah bing..but i didt care his feeling before.. cause i always say those who love u ensure not the most u love. now i only know this very very hurt my babe..sorry babe. forgive me can? i admit tat last time i still cant put my ex down from my heart..i still miss him well. but now..i can tell honest...i just wan my babe only.cause i know who treat me seriously..who are playing me. dear.....plz dun angry me..i love u lots.. i hope tat i can be ur future wife..but i dunno i got this chance or not.. hihi...my babe bing bing is a very gud guy..future...he will be a very gud husband.. dunno y i feel wanna cry out..very sorry for my babe..cause i lie him tat i had forget my ex. very sorry i didt care ur feeling.. very sorry tat i miss my ex..i dun wan hurt u dear. i just wan back my babe tats enough for me.now already 3.52am..i missing my babe ..bing bing....hope u missing me too.. mausck..gud night..dear